What's the Point?
I've just got myself of the couch and for the 3rd time today I asking what the point is? I know all of you have asked yourself this question before, as you are old enough to read my thought's. I guess, I hope that whatever journey I am heading down I will one day finally find an answer to that question. I warn you that this might be be a long one (journey), it could get tiresome and it is probably going to get very boring but I'm always going to try tell it like it is. I warn you from the start I know that what ever it is that I might possibly find it will not be for everyone.
I start at the beginning of WhatisthePoint? I want to know why are we here and what are we doing? I know it's a question with no singular definitive answer but surely through thought, reflection an understanding I might just be able to find what I'm looking for. I'm going to leave you in the dark with regards to the answer... I've already warned you that one is not going to be easy to find - might never happen, so for now I'm going to tell you a little about myself.
Currently I'm searching for a new job so I guess that is the reason why I find myself starting this, what do you call it Blog? I'm tired and frustrated. When I left school 10 years ago I was certain that I was going to rule the world and be a gigantic success now I hoping to be able to make enough money to cover the rent next month. I'm in a long term relationship with an amazing lady, beautiful, sexy, smart, funny... probably the perfect package but it's not always plain sailing, in fact it hardly ever is. I have no doubt that she will be the subject of many a discussion on this page. To make my situation a little harder I'm living in a foreign country with little or no support (but close friends of whom I'm grateful to have.) Nothing new to many but new to me. I come from a far from normal family but they my family and they are my backbone of my life. I'm sure they too will be the topic of at least one or two discussions. And finally that leaves me, it easy to pick wholes in me a little bit of a mess. I WILL be the topic more often than not or maybe I will simply blame the world and hope for the best.
But for now the first question I am going to ask is: What's the point of starting this blog? Well I've mentioned above I'm looking for a new role so to start I guess I have the time, two I desperat to write some of my thought's down (just have that feeling. Three I hoping that in some way this blog will help me become a better person and in the mean time offer some reason as to why I'm on this planet - I'm a writer offering simple solutions to myself. I like to work through my problems in a step by step fashion - I know some times it's going to look like I am walking on the moon but I will try my best - problems that I'm sure other people are going through too. AND finally I hope this make's me happy.
Have patients and Good night.
Haven't found it yet....